Boredom = Me 2
I don't like confrontation. I get scared when people show they care for me. I do care about people, I just don't know how to show it. I keep too much things to myself. I get hungry really easily. I'm really not as confused as it seems, sometimes. It's fun making people confused. I like challenges. Logic puzzles are so fun. Sudoku is addictive. I want to go to Cali., I miss it. My devotion life is almost non-existent, I want to improve it, someone help me, keep me accountable. The rain soothes me sometimes. I like winter more than summer; my logic is: Winter = no bugs, no allergies; Spring = bugs, allergies; Summer = bugs, no allergies; Fall = less bugs, allergies. I love it when the leaves change colors, it's so beautiful. I miss just laying on the grass by the pond in Central Park and just looking up at the clouds. I could do that for hours. Starbucks is quite overpriced, but I still go there way too much. I won't care how late you are as long as there is a Starbucks around and i have a book with me. I missed AIDS walk last year, i feel so bad. I miss participating in New York Cares Day, those were awesome times. Every time I pass a funeral home and it says funeral in session, I take a little time to pray for them. I need new socks. I'm really not as lazy as I portray to be. Sometimes I like walking around the city aimlessly. Christmas is my favorite holiday, everyone seems so much happier and jollier that time of year. Wrapped in a blanket with hot chocolate and a book, best thing to do on a cold day. It makes me so much happier when i get to wake up at 3 in the afternoon; I'll be in the best mood. Saturday is random food for dinner night. I'm so sad because I can't make it back to watch Grey's Anatomy on Thursday nights because of my stupid management class. I haven't gone ice skating in soo long, I miss it. Actually, I haven't played sports since July, I miss it. I tan too easily. My hair is getting too long. I love buying new sneakers, but I always end up wearing only one or two pairs regularly. I waste too much money on food. I really want to study aboard. I've never had a Christmas tree in my house before. I remember the first time i played resident evil, it was late at night and i was alone, I was scared out of my mind. I've never had a manicure or a pedicure. I want to go to a spa. Postsecret.com, i love the concept. Creative things makes me happy. I'm really not that mean. I'm a lot nicer to girls than to guys. I AM NOT A STONER! I'm pretty mellow most of the time. I like my notes to be all one color, written with one pen. If i start off the semester, in one subject, taking notes in one style of writing, i would have to continue in that style for the rest of the semester. I type up my notes if it's too messy, or I will write them over. I'm a very, very, very messy person. The burger king dude and Geoffrey the giraffe from Toys R Us creeps me out. Clowns freak me out. I have horrible posture. I piss people off and upset people and I don't even know it, I'm sorry. I think I'm socially retarded. I don't like approaching figures of authority. When i get nervous I literally start shaking and my voice shakes too and its obvious. I don't think I could sit still. Coffee doesn't work for me anymore, it actually makes me sleepy. I really have to stop cutting class. I should take financial accounting 3 more seriously. My fingers and toes are always cold, even in the summer. I'm a weird kid. I don't like to sit in an open public area by myself, I either need someone there sitting with me, or I have to call someone to keep me company. I can't sleep without hugging something. I'm a brand whore =X I want my ears pierced again, but I'm scared. Clowns freak me out soooo much. I really want to finish a crossword puzzle by myself once. I buy too many books. I really should be doing my homework instead of this. I don't like taking notes or filling out forms with a medium or thick point pen, only fine or very fine point pens will do. I like destroying things. I want to attend the greenwich village Halloween parade. I like watching scary movies on halloween, it's exciting. I have to stop buying AF and hollister clothing, i feel like a little white girl. Repeated patterns on clothing are cool. i want more long sleeve thermals. I replace coffee with a packet or two of sugar once in a while. Brown sugar tastes the best when you want to eat sugar alone. When I'm crashing from a sugar high, i get a huge headache. I have a lot of mini-fever episodes, I think I'm gonna die soon. I overdose on vitamins because I take gummy bear vitamins and it tastes so good. My theory is, if I miss taking vitamins for a couple of days, I could make up for it by taking 5-6 on another day =) Sometime in the future, I would like to publish a book with all the crap I have ever written; no one would buy it, but it'll be okay. I think secrets bind you down. Some days I'll have 5 meals a day and then there are days when I would eat 1 meal for the whole day. I like to sleep my hunger away, it works! I don't like being alone because when I'm alone, I tend to think a lot and that leads to trouble. I think I'm a little bi-polar; I could be really happy one second and then the next I'll rip your head off. I think I'm just crazy. I have random outbursts. The Flight comic series =) I wish there were peace in the world. I keep losing my glasses, this is my fourth pair in 3 years and it's not because i needed new prescriptions. I show up to interviews with my glasses on because it makes me look smarter. I'm scared to admit it, but i miss you sometimes. I would like to go away every vacation I have. I love hoodies. I have a thing with buying scarves, especially long, knitted, multi-colored ones. They are so pretty. Every time I say I'll come back to get it, the item i want is never there anymore, even when i do go back the every next day =I Animanics makes me happy. Cartoons these days suck!! I remember trying to wake up early to watch Saturday morning cartoons, now i try to stay asleep until 3 in the afternoon. I still remember Captain Planet!! He was the best, he's the man! When I'm writing a paper, I have to write it up on scrap paper first, then type it all up or else I won't be able to think. I don't think I'm bitter, but i guess I am. Leo Koo =) Why do all the hot/cute guys have to be gay? It's not fair. I like reading poems. I really want to read the original fairy tales, the ones before anyone prettied anything up. I want to learn how to surf. Good music makes me happy. Memories are the only things left in the end. I look back, smile and I thank God. I think way too much, I should stop. I like to do free writing, just jotting down whatever comes to mind. I want to sit on a curb of a busy street one of these days, for the whole day, and just watch people pass by. I've missed my stops on the subways on purpose because I wanted to read my book. When i put on my earphones, the world around me slowly disappears. I'm a sucker for cute things.
I don't like confrontation. I get scared when people show they care for me. I do care about people, I just don't know how to show it. I keep too much things to myself. I get hungry really easily. I'm really not as confused as it seems, sometimes. It's fun making people confused. I like challenges. Logic puzzles are so fun. Sudoku is addictive. I want to go to Cali., I miss it. My devotion life is almost non-existent, I want to improve it, someone help me, keep me accountable. The rain soothes me sometimes. I like winter more than summer; my logic is: Winter = no bugs, no allergies; Spring = bugs, allergies; Summer = bugs, no allergies; Fall = less bugs, allergies. I love it when the leaves change colors, it's so beautiful. I miss just laying on the grass by the pond in Central Park and just looking up at the clouds. I could do that for hours. Starbucks is quite overpriced, but I still go there way too much. I won't care how late you are as long as there is a Starbucks around and i have a book with me. I missed AIDS walk last year, i feel so bad. I miss participating in New York Cares Day, those were awesome times. Every time I pass a funeral home and it says funeral in session, I take a little time to pray for them. I need new socks. I'm really not as lazy as I portray to be. Sometimes I like walking around the city aimlessly. Christmas is my favorite holiday, everyone seems so much happier and jollier that time of year. Wrapped in a blanket with hot chocolate and a book, best thing to do on a cold day. It makes me so much happier when i get to wake up at 3 in the afternoon; I'll be in the best mood. Saturday is random food for dinner night. I'm so sad because I can't make it back to watch Grey's Anatomy on Thursday nights because of my stupid management class. I haven't gone ice skating in soo long, I miss it. Actually, I haven't played sports since July, I miss it. I tan too easily. My hair is getting too long. I love buying new sneakers, but I always end up wearing only one or two pairs regularly. I waste too much money on food. I really want to study aboard. I've never had a Christmas tree in my house before. I remember the first time i played resident evil, it was late at night and i was alone, I was scared out of my mind. I've never had a manicure or a pedicure. I want to go to a spa. Postsecret.com, i love the concept. Creative things makes me happy. I'm really not that mean. I'm a lot nicer to girls than to guys. I AM NOT A STONER! I'm pretty mellow most of the time. I like my notes to be all one color, written with one pen. If i start off the semester, in one subject, taking notes in one style of writing, i would have to continue in that style for the rest of the semester. I type up my notes if it's too messy, or I will write them over. I'm a very, very, very messy person. The burger king dude and Geoffrey the giraffe from Toys R Us creeps me out. Clowns freak me out. I have horrible posture. I piss people off and upset people and I don't even know it, I'm sorry. I think I'm socially retarded. I don't like approaching figures of authority. When i get nervous I literally start shaking and my voice shakes too and its obvious. I don't think I could sit still. Coffee doesn't work for me anymore, it actually makes me sleepy. I really have to stop cutting class. I should take financial accounting 3 more seriously. My fingers and toes are always cold, even in the summer. I'm a weird kid. I don't like to sit in an open public area by myself, I either need someone there sitting with me, or I have to call someone to keep me company. I can't sleep without hugging something. I'm a brand whore =X I want my ears pierced again, but I'm scared. Clowns freak me out soooo much. I really want to finish a crossword puzzle by myself once. I buy too many books. I really should be doing my homework instead of this. I don't like taking notes or filling out forms with a medium or thick point pen, only fine or very fine point pens will do. I like destroying things. I want to attend the greenwich village Halloween parade. I like watching scary movies on halloween, it's exciting. I have to stop buying AF and hollister clothing, i feel like a little white girl. Repeated patterns on clothing are cool. i want more long sleeve thermals. I replace coffee with a packet or two of sugar once in a while. Brown sugar tastes the best when you want to eat sugar alone. When I'm crashing from a sugar high, i get a huge headache. I have a lot of mini-fever episodes, I think I'm gonna die soon. I overdose on vitamins because I take gummy bear vitamins and it tastes so good. My theory is, if I miss taking vitamins for a couple of days, I could make up for it by taking 5-6 on another day =) Sometime in the future, I would like to publish a book with all the crap I have ever written; no one would buy it, but it'll be okay. I think secrets bind you down. Some days I'll have 5 meals a day and then there are days when I would eat 1 meal for the whole day. I like to sleep my hunger away, it works! I don't like being alone because when I'm alone, I tend to think a lot and that leads to trouble. I think I'm a little bi-polar; I could be really happy one second and then the next I'll rip your head off. I think I'm just crazy. I have random outbursts. The Flight comic series =) I wish there were peace in the world. I keep losing my glasses, this is my fourth pair in 3 years and it's not because i needed new prescriptions. I show up to interviews with my glasses on because it makes me look smarter. I'm scared to admit it, but i miss you sometimes. I would like to go away every vacation I have. I love hoodies. I have a thing with buying scarves, especially long, knitted, multi-colored ones. They are so pretty. Every time I say I'll come back to get it, the item i want is never there anymore, even when i do go back the every next day =I Animanics makes me happy. Cartoons these days suck!! I remember trying to wake up early to watch Saturday morning cartoons, now i try to stay asleep until 3 in the afternoon. I still remember Captain Planet!! He was the best, he's the man! When I'm writing a paper, I have to write it up on scrap paper first, then type it all up or else I won't be able to think. I don't think I'm bitter, but i guess I am. Leo Koo =) Why do all the hot/cute guys have to be gay? It's not fair. I like reading poems. I really want to read the original fairy tales, the ones before anyone prettied anything up. I want to learn how to surf. Good music makes me happy. Memories are the only things left in the end. I look back, smile and I thank God. I think way too much, I should stop. I like to do free writing, just jotting down whatever comes to mind. I want to sit on a curb of a busy street one of these days, for the whole day, and just watch people pass by. I've missed my stops on the subways on purpose because I wanted to read my book. When i put on my earphones, the world around me slowly disappears. I'm a sucker for cute things.
